What happened to me?

by konkon










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@joyous18 05/07/2024 - 11:28 PM

6:20 this is the funniest and most basic, west coast behavior i have ever heard (many times). Thanks for your hard work, banana!

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@shadowft6352 05/07/2024 - 11:28 PM

bro you are my banana coach i dont give a fuck what is and what isnt, you are my coach and that what matters

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@juliajuliax 05/07/2024 - 11:28 PM

That's honestly such impressive self growth. I wish all the youtubers who fucked up in some way did what you just did. Fingers crossed you keep your word and keep getting better. Not for us but for yourself. We're glad to have you back.

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@lysandercroix 05/07/2024 - 11:28 PM

Not going to lie, even before the witch hunt, I started feeling off about watching your streams.

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I enjoyed the content you made because you brought forth an energy that felt much more ‘wholesome’ and analytical. I’ve watched many, MANY, Valorant streamers and videos, and within that you stood out to me as the content I wanted to see. You were guiding your students and viewers towards both game awareness and emotional awareness, and as someone who suffers from anxiety and negative self talk, it was nice to tune in to your content because you had an attitude that opposed what my own voice was telling me. I’d listen to your streams like one would a podcast, and it made me feel better. It got me through the worst days.

But then you started contradicting yourself. You started to yell at your teammates, belittle your viewers, and the videos you made started to carry a new attitude. Blame this, flame that, with an ego that stuck out and tasted foul. It felt off, and I really wanted to stick around and enjoy your content, but I just couldn’t bring myself to do it. “Maybe if I join the discord it’ll feel different”, I thought, but it didn’t help. So, I walked away, and completely missed when all the information came to light.

I’m glad, in a way, that I wasn’t there to be swept up in the witch hunt. No one deserves to be shoved in the spotlight and belittled. Cancel culture is poison, and I hope you’re doing alright now. I’m relieved you’ve done the introspection and understood your mistakes. In a way, it’ll make your climb to Radiant even more of an accomplishment. This time, you’re getting there on your own, despite everything, and that’s something to truly be proud of.

I’m ready to catch up on the content I missed while I was away. Keep being the best person you can be, banana man.

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@cr00t30 05/07/2024 - 11:28 PM

We still love you woohoojin, apology accepted. You will always be my goat and go to coach. Thank you for everything you do…

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@stitenajxD 05/07/2024 - 11:28 PM

Just because someone apologized no one is entitled to forgive them. If they did something wrong intentionally, they should suffer consequences. Doesn't deserve forgiveness. Mistakes should be forgiven, not all wrongdoings

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@fuyunghay4214 05/07/2024 - 11:28 PM

what a real mf

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@xxEwenxx 05/07/2024 - 11:28 PM

It takes a great person to openly admit something like that and you have my biggest respect!
Since your content was and still is highly educational and your concepts are on point I don't care if you've peaked Radiant on your own or if it "only" was Immortal. But actually getting Radiant on your own sounds like a good plan.
Tbh I stopped following your content since it's so in-depth and you're taking your time resulting in very long videos I sadly don't have time for anymore. But I'm sure many others still follow your S-Tier content and despite initially lying you still get mad respect, are a highly skilled player and appreciated in your community. Nothing that can't be fixed.

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@hometmnopqrst 05/07/2024 - 11:28 PM

Idc how bad it was. Glad you want improvement. I love you.

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@OtodusMega 05/07/2024 - 11:28 PM

I like how you chose the bgm as "My Way"
The lyrics really tell your journey
Just wanted to point that out

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@arfius6134 05/07/2024 - 11:28 PM

now this mf lying about mindfulness and gratefulness… lol man

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@arfius6134 05/07/2024 - 11:28 PM

you have the worst game sense . only good editing and voice thats what made you popular

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@hhaei 05/07/2024 - 11:28 PM

the most important vod review of all

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@user-fv3le5uo5u 05/07/2024 - 11:28 PM

Like u dont even need to apologice like west jett Said everyone like ur choaching

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@madeline569 05/07/2024 - 11:28 PM

Based

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@davidpissarro7596 05/07/2024 - 11:28 PM

as the first month after this video things will look like they are improving but after ur real self will come back and theres not any changing in this world that will make ur real self go away

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@Parasolhahahahalol 05/07/2024 - 11:28 PM

disliked the video. because, the biggest firms in the world dont say exactly the truth, and you didn't deny not being radiant so why the fuck this video 8mins long. "yah am sorry" is 2secs

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@beanlybean742 05/07/2024 - 11:28 PM

U really made my day everybody isnt perfect and its not too late too change this is not just val it could be used with life too that we make mistakes but the thing is we need to change it and forgive ourselves thank u i was hating on myself but then saw this

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@XxFunkMachinexX 05/07/2024 - 11:28 PM

I mean fuck it, men are statistically more likely to lie about themselves, so you're just a normal dude boasting and never backtracking. It's whatever dude. I'm new to the channel and your content still rocks.

Hopefully this gets it off your chest, and you stop self actualizing your own imposter syndrome. Go splash some water on your face and shake it off.

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@invective827 05/07/2024 - 11:28 PM

ngl – I'm a grown ass man and I started to cry a little at some of the things you said. Good video. Good transparency.

I'm pleased you made this video for a multitude of reasons. I'm becoming a BSG Sponsored Tarkov Sherpa, which means I coach people in the game I'm good at under direction from the people who created the game (Imagine if Riot specifically asked you to teach players and gave you a ton of bonuses for doing it). We do things differently in Tarkov, and if you'd like, I can maybe show you some things you haven't thought of that can carry from being a Tarkov Sherpa to being a Valorant 'Sherpa'. Things that'll help you get into that 'patient' mindset every time without fail immediately starting.

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@secretmanong 05/07/2024 - 11:28 PM

I just want to be coached by someone better than me. And that is what you are. That's it, bottomline.

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@noctinopheles 05/07/2024 - 11:28 PM

Probably the only youtube apology that is actually sincere and valid.

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@pigeon4422 05/07/2024 - 11:28 PM

woah

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@LucasPlay171 05/07/2024 - 11:28 PM

alright got all that, I forgive the banana man

now where's the sunset guide buddy, you're still a great coach and i'm still in diamond

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@Lyn98 05/07/2024 - 11:28 PM

Its all good brother you still are the best teacher
, no matter what happend i will still suport you and i am greatfull for all your vidios that teached your viewership the way to play.Dont take your self so hart we still love you <3

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@menneerwbass9698 05/07/2024 - 11:28 PM

like the my way on piano in the background

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@fritosgaming 05/07/2024 - 11:28 PM

imagine lying to thousands of people 247 about how good you are and in reality the people you were making fun of and critiquing were actually better than you. never will i trust a banana again. i cringe at the taste of bananas now because of you, you ruined an awesome fruit with lies and your false ego. peace. ill never waste my time listening to a liar again.

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@jayeshkog 05/07/2024 - 11:28 PM

The bad part is that it took getting exposed by someone else for him to come clean. Even a great apology like this won't take that away.

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@izzalhaqq5171 05/07/2024 - 11:28 PM

Bro is a radiant at apology videos tho

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@cruenie 05/07/2024 - 11:28 PM

The bananaman was young and sour. He waited in his peel and self-reflected. Now, even though his insides are darkened with his past actions, he is sweeter than ever. Go spread the good vibes you've wanted to spread, Mr Bananaman! We're here with you!

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@tenorsax6896 05/07/2024 - 11:28 PM

Bro, i dont even play Val anymore and i still watch your vids for coatching. There is SOOOO much i have learned from your vids that is aplicible to any game. So what your not "radiant"…. could have fooled me. The point is you are a danm good coatch. I apreceate your honesty to us and your dedication to improving. Most people would just disapear or lash out after something like that and instead you did some major adult shit and owned up to it. Fukin A man, ur a GOAT

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@imakean 05/07/2024 - 11:28 PM

i loev you papa

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